Linking pinkies with someone makes me feel like our souls connected for a sec it’s so cool
I used to be so insecure about myself and my body that I would dress horribly and cut my hair to cover my face up and be really judgemental of other girls and pretend to talk on the phone when I was alone in public and it took such a toll on me as a human being and I’m glad that I’m at the point where I don’t have to cover my face and wear my makeup in a way that makes me feel happy and I go places alone and talk to people and make eye contact and wear clothes that I like and wear my hair natural and i even am okay with my birthmarks that I used to be so self concious of and I really appreciate other women and how they act and look. Being a teenage girl is so fucking hard and the pressure is almost unbearable and I can see it in girls younger than me and I just hope that all women will eventually be comfortable enough to love themselves and respect each other.
It’s really hard to look at people and not feel like they are looking at you and laughing and judging and the pressure to look conventionally beautiful really really damaged me but it feels really good to recover and just be a human being and exist the way I couldn’t before
This old ass lady at work is reaaaalllllyyyyy trying to fuck and she just called me stuck up cuz I told her I’d rather fuck a rock. Ew